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<subject class=”talk”> so the last few weeks i have been learning how to type faster and with less mistakes, along side not having to look. among learning that i have been messing with html + css which are hyper text markup language and centralized style sheet.</subject>

<fun>now for some more jokes about what im learning</fun>

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looks fun eh…well it is but its not at the same time.

My ass is cold

And now that I have your attention, so is my nose . Anyway another week has passed and tomorrow is practise exams. *Dun dun dun* But it’s not worth anything, what-so-ever. Our school thinks we need preparation for our actual exams by doing exams that we did last year… yeeeah…. So I’ve got a total of 5. Whereas my fellow class people’s have like 3, maybe 4. YAY -_- Also I have a biology practicle thingy, which I failed the first time. So now I have to re-do it. Woot. So I have like no time to “study” really… for the not actually proper exams… *head explodes*

Enough of that, tomorrow I start the morning off with a nice English exam, then I have the afternoon free. Tuesday is all booked up, Chemistry exam in the morning, biology exam in the afternoon. Wednesday, morning free, Drama exam in afternoon. Then there’s my confusing day, Thursday. I think in the morning I’m doing filming for my drama devise thingy with my group, but now I’m not sure because I haven’t spoken to any of them. Then that afternoon I have that bio assessment. Fun fun. If I didn’t have to do that assessment I’d be doing a history exam. But I can’t, so I had to push that to Friday afternoon.

All in all I can’t wait for next weekend so I can sleep and so what I like.

Rant 1: Life in general.

Yay for postage! And now, for my favourite words: In my opinion….

Life sucks, alright? Got it memorized?! Good. Now, it can be good, even fun, but most of the time it sucks. Mainly due to things completely out of our control, such as tornadoes, the weather, bitchy ass woman. Of course, there are good things, such as beer, video games, non bitchy woman, but those can only balance out the shitty side. Now, At this point in the rant, Its 9:41pm and I’ve been up for the better part of 48 hours by now. Of course, that’s completely my fault (and Sam’s. Silly all-nighter birthday party), but that’s beside the point. Anyway, where was I? Oh yea, life sucks. I’ve found a pattern in life: Good thing happens, good thing sticks around for a while, good thing goes bad, bad thing fucks shit up, I go and be a sulky ass. Of course, this is a generalization, but I’ld say its a damn good one. Like Dumbledore, my generalizations are normally right. Now, people either go to school, go to work, sit in a armchair slowly rotting away, or are dead. At school, you’ve got shitty ass schoolyard politics and asshole/bitchy teachers to deal with (not to mention shitty ass uniforms). At work, you’ve got workplace politics, asshole/bitchy co-workers/bosses, the constant fear of being fired (if you’re shit at your job), or the feeling that you’re killing other peoples jobs (if you’re good at you’re job). If you’re rotting away, you’re a oldie, and if you’re dead, well, you’re dead.

At least when you’re dead, people can’t harass you for shit. But they can harass you’re relatives, you’re friends, you’re pet’s children. Note to self: Try and keep debt to a small amount if possible. In today’s lovely world, debt makes the world go round. Ok, I’m too tired to look at this fucking computer screen anymore. BTW, this all took about 10ish minutes to type. Man, I can rant and rave when I want to.

Stuff and things

Aren’t I creative with my titles? Lol. Anywayz I’m excited… well sort of. Well now that I think of it I’m sort of dreading it. Sammy’s birthday is coming up. I have most of his present together, so that’s all goodly. But what I’m dreading is his party, which is this saturday.  I mean yes I get to spend time… well some time… I’ll explain. All of the people coming have xboxes, and all of them are guys. Now I could just not go, but then I’d be at home bored.

But I have a plan… well not so much a plan. The guys, which include Josh and other people, will come over at 3pm. Sooo I go over at 12, which is what I generally do anyway. Then I… hmm… give sam a little something something, and wham! He’s my little pet that’ll do anything I want him to. Therefore I’ll get more of his attention. Well hopefully.

Jeez I sound like a bitch >.< Opps. Ah well plan to get bouncy on energy drinks, and hopefully not depressed by Hayden. Which would be a lovely change.

Argh I talked to him a total of twice this week, and he just made me feel so bad about saying rather witty things :/ Lame. Anyway he’s coming down this weekend, and staying at Tayla’s. Kathryn will be there too. All weekend. And you know what Hayden, a typical teenage boy, was thinking?
He was thinking about seeing if he could have sex with one of them. Hell he kept saying stuff to me, and it was like, dude Sam’s your friend, stop that. Coz you guys should know… or shouldn’t, that I can probably just make an awkward situation just that little bit more awkward. So all in all I didn’t help.

Hey what do you know, somehow it’s my fault again >.< Well not really, he did ask this girl out, but I think she was being polite when she said she had a boyfriend already, but he’s living in Auckland. Suuuure.

Well that’s all that’s happened this week , I think. Atleast all I can remember from Monday

Life Changes…

So those who don’t know, my hunny’s going to be moving in with me, I am thrilled and happy, which that right there is a big deal.
I can say with all honesty that I can see us being together for the rest of our lives, she feels the same way, so since I couldn’t sleep worth a crap, I figured I’d make another post here (better than NG right?)
I wonder what changes the future will bring, the endless curiosity of “what’s our life going to be like” sometimes gets the best of me, I mean sure, she’s going to move in, and I have to make room for her stuff (which I already did), but aside of the obvious things, merging our stuff and getting to be 100% comfortable (which > I < think we are already) her stuff, my stuff and such, I mean like 2,5,10, 10+ years ahead… I like to plan things, I like to have things sorted out, I don't like surprises (hate them in fact), but no matter how much I try, can't figure it out, sure we'll have kids, and we'll be happy, but that's obvious (right?)
and I can IMAGINE what our future's going to be like… but imagining isn't KNOWING…
Neh, I'm getting too bitchy in my old age.

Well, that's my post for the week.

Yes, I will make a post weekly

rawr

I’m tired and bored. SOOOO I thought, lets make a new post… It’s kinda quiet around here. *tumble weed* I suppose our lives aren’t that interesting  then ^_^

But I have a serious problem to talk about. Significant other’s parents. Well more like mum, or mom. Anyway my beloved boyfriend’s mother is a cow. Oh sure if I didn’t see her as often as I do, or hear Sam complain about her every 5 seconds, then maybe I’d like her. But she’s just a very hard woman to take. I swear her husband blocks her out most of the time.

Anyway she’s a complete control freak. Only with Sam and his dad mind you. But with Lisa, it’s like, oh yeah don’t do that… okay you do that… Sort of thing. Annoys me half to death. She’s such a little bitch too, at the best of times. You know she got a bunny, week after that she’s bored of it and wants a dog.  -_-

No wonder Sam is angry half the time. And who gets the brunt of it?  MEEE!! Yay! -_- But seriously it’s shit. I mean yeah I’m a girl I should love emotional crap. But I don’t. Tbh I don’t think I’ve cried so much in my whole entire life in the past oh lets say almost year. It’s lame, but I do love him, he just needs to sort his shit out -_- And most likely get anyway from his bloody mother.

Why is it that in a relationship, no matter what, it’s always the woman’s fault? And don’t you say something sexist, coz I’ll come through the computer and rip your face off…

I mean, I have no anger issues, say what you want to.
Fag.

I kid.

postolio

its new and its here huzzah for a new post.

Mass Effect 2 Review

Okay, so Missing decided that he wanted my review up from another website. Here’s the copy and paste:

Mass Effect 2.

Mass Effect 2 is among the long line of third person RPGs Bioware has created, along with others like, well, obviously Mass Effect (well, maybe not so obvious since Team Silent only created the first four Silent Hill games and even then, there was only one person who helped make all four of them and that was the sound director) but also the very loved Knights Of The Old Republic series, the first two Baulder’s Gate games and their expansion packs (the two games and expansion packs receiving various awards, with Baulder’s Gate 2 staying at 6th highest average scoring game on Metacritic since 2009, despite being made in 2000) and the well received Dragon Age: Origins which has had expansion packs and books made in it’s honour with fans wanting more. In other words, Bioware does not fuck around. Mass Effect 2, to be honest, is a game that since around late winter I’ve bought and been putting off until I had a completed Mass Effect character file. After growing bored of attempting to complete Mass Effect for the third time, I never did play Mass Effect 2. However, holidays happen, I still can’t be bothered with Mass Effect so I think “screw it!” and hit Mass Effect 2 in hopes that I wouldn’t be punished for my mistake.

So you play Commander Sheppard, the same male/female who saved the entire galaxy from Saren and The Geth. If you haven’t play Mass Effect, it’s strongly recommended you do just because if you don’t you will become somewhat confused at what is going on and will be unable to fully involve yourself with the story. Considering how popular Mass Effect is, I’ll be surprised if you skipped the first game and played the second game. This time, after watching yourself get blown up and killed in space after The Collectors decide to play target practice with your ship, you’ll be chasing down The Collectors to kill them back for killing you. Don’t worry, you’ll still be the same Shepard, just put back together by a pro-human company which is run by “The Illusive Man”, someone who skipped the ethics lecture in their business studies class and doesn’t even know what the meaning of the term is. You’ll be asked to assemble a team of people, some old and some new, to help you to fight back against the Reapers (I’ll come back to this).

Every time I talked to The Illusive Man, especially when near places like Omega and The Citadel, I half expected him to ask me to go on a cigarette run.

Mass Effect 2 solves a large problem that, at least personally, plagued Mass Effect: The Combat. For those who didn’t play Mass Effect and remember it well, combat went like this: “No children, leave your powers alone; you obviously don’t know what you’re doing with them, god this gun sucks, why the unlimited ammo? Holy crap, a hard boss, eat grenades and bullets until you die! What the hell is with this amount of upgrades?! Why do I have to make sure each of my children are properly clothed for the weather and then manually one-by-one take each useless piece of clothing to the recycling bin?!”. They fixed this in more than one way. For a start, the AI of your team is a lot more improved so you don’t have to be scared to toggle that powers thing for your team mates to let them use powers at free will. Secondly, the only guns you can use are the guns you are trained with (so no longer will you be lugging around useless guns that serve no purpose), with all the big guns for you only since big gun ammo is very precious. Thirdly, and the most noticeable improvement: No more unlimited ammo. You get ammo clips which absorb a certain amount of heat from the gun. Once it absorbs as much as it can, you have to change clip. It works more like a magazine system in normal guns. Despite you basically tripping over bullets, it provides a refreshing and more enjoyable “shoot, hide, reload” system that other games which get you to hide behind cover use.

No more telling your team mates “hush children, daddy’s killing”. Now they know how to shoot and use their special abilities.

You’ll be able to use the big guns so it comes down to saving that ammo for the bosses. The bosses also have an element of strategy, although it’s very weak and flimsy and boils down to “SHOOT IT TO HELL!” or “SHOOT IT’S FRIENDS TO HELL!”. Grenades are gone in favour for the big guns (e.g. rocket launcher, grenade launcher and laser gun). Manually upgrading your guns and ammo with small “perks” are gone in favour for a system where you upgrade guns generally, like more ammo and more damage for a certain sub-category of gun. They also scrapped having to change armour and gun based on which is the best, with just choosing which gun favours your style. One unspoken but obvious improvement is also the running. Mass Effect running can be described as driving a tank, slow, sluggish and with the smoothness and dexterity of a, well, tank. Mass Effect 2 creates a running system that feels more smoother, however, you can’t help but think it needs a bit more working on.

This is where the improvements end. You’ll be expected to, through trial-and-error, to know the stats of each gun. Like, you wouldn’t know some heavy pistols are generally more powerful than others, while sacrificing the amount of ammo you carry, until you try it. This leaves you to do one of two things: You either actually try them out one-by-one and work out which you prefer, or you do as I did, shrug your shoulders and just pick a gun. Luckily, you wouldn’t be penalised for picking a gun which is worse than the other guns since it’s down to personal preference than “THIS IS BETTER, NO, THIS IS!”. However, even a simple “This is how powerful this is, this is the speed it fires, ammo in the magazine, etc” system would be great and so useful.

Movement in the MAKO has been swapped with the spaceship travel system, which I have to admit not only did I see it not coming, I love it a lot. To upgrade weapons or other equipment (which I will admit, the upgrades are noticeable, mostly) you need a certain amount of one of the four elements. To get these elements, you can find small amounts during missions but more commonly, you need to probe planets for them which I have to say I love. Maybe this is the inner “I love to mine and make things in MMORPGs!” emerging in me, but I love having to decide where to drop a probe depending on radio waves on a certain area. I love that these elements have a use. I love that you need to buy more fuel to go from one solar-system to another, and more probes to extract the elements. To be honest, I’d say the space-ship system is pretty much flawless, except the annoying “YOU HAVE HALF OF YOUR FUEL SUPPLY LEFT” prompt that is blurted out like an inappropriate comment by a mentally disabled child trying to seek approval of others through offensive “jokes”. If you’re flying around and using fuel, yes you are going to naturally keep an eye on your fuel amount, at least I hope, you don’t need to be reminded by a bot that you may be just under half of fuel left and maybe you really should go that extra tiny little distance in the direction you were going in anyway just so you can refill your fuel.

“Yo dawg, I heard you like ships, so I let you buy model ships to put into your ship’s commander’s room so you can fly a ship while you fly a ship.”

Now, I figured I’d come back to talking about the characters for this reason: Because they affect your game so much. The original Mass Effect characters, if you knew them, affect your game (e.g. I’m not sure about the choices, because I didn’t get the chance to do it with a completed file, but the Krogan home-world was slightly hostile at first at me killing Wrex (despite my natural tendency to prevent a fight with him) and you’ll see Kaiden again and he’ll hate you for being with Cerberus). Each character acts very differently and it’s nice to not only get new characters, but old characters with a minor twist to their personality. An example of this is Garrus’s slightly more vigilante-fuelled behaviour which tends to be more violent than the first. Each character is new and refreshing, all with unique and interesting personalities. From Jack’s slightly hostile attitude, to Samara’s zealot passive view, all the way to Thane’s matter-of-fact view. The new races you get to meet (the most noticeable being drell, which is the race Thane is) are interesting and fresh, bringing something new to the already large amount of races without appearing as just a pointless addition. The romances, to some, pose as no problem at all. I ended up picking up a female Shepard (I made a female Shepard on Mass Effect because it seemed impossible to make a male Shepard that didn’t look like Ugly Shepard) and ended up having to choose between Thane and Garrus.

A face not even a mother could love, and believe me she tried.

Allow me to make this clear: Any decision that leaves you struggling to decide for reasons beyond things that will affect game-play (and may make no difference to game-play), through ways like additional guns, at any point in the game means that the story is automatically well written, at least for the person it speaks to.

Maybe it’s partly because of my queer sexuality, but I was staring at the screen for a long time as I had to decide between Thane and Garrus. Both characters at their strong points. I knew Garrus longer and he seemed more, well, sweet for a lack of a better word. He was good to talk to, I knew him from the previous Mass Effect and he was cool (come on, Archangel as a nickname due to being a good vigilante is cool). On the other hand, he was overly violent. Thane, on the other hand, was cute. He was the more attractive looking between the two characters, he was more interesting and he was flawless as a character. However, he was dying.

I had to ask other people who preferred, both stating that Garrus was cooler and generally better. I flipped a coin a few times. I thought some more. I was about to go with Garrus when I realised this: I was going to feel guilty later about not choosing Thane. This, in turn, lead to making a second save file.

It’s as soon as I finally did this, I knew that Mass Effect 2 was a good game. Yes, it has it’s own faults that could do with some addressing, but it is a very solid game that can easily appeal to anyone who likes action in their RPG or RPG in their action. Despite playing for over a week, for over 35 hours, the end is still not in sight just because the enjoyability of the side-quests and extracting materials to make upgrades. There’s nothing here that makes me groan and wish it was completely extracted from the game, everything fits in nicely. The only way this game can drop from being fantastic is if the writers suddenly had a stroke or if there is a game-breaking glitch because the testers got lazy suddenly. I can’t recommend this enough to Mass Effect fans, although I expect people who enjoyed the first and not get the second to be far, few and crazy. To non-Mass Effect fans, if you like RPG and action, and you don’t hate sci-fi, I recommend this game, and the first Mass Effect just to bring you up to speed so you can fully appreciate this game however I think it’s still possible to like Mass Effect 2 without previous knowledge since it’s easy to pick up most knowledge of the previous game as you go along, things like Krogans love to kill things. They don’t care what person (or animal) it is, they just love to kill things. So they’re like what you’d get if you combined a steroids junkie with a red-neck, and you added a little more intelligence.

Is disappointed at the lack of sex scenes, then again I may be one of the only people around who is curious what is under the power suit of those aliens like Tauriens, e.g. Garrus.

Mass Transit’s WTF strategy…

As most of you know, I live in Denver, CO.  A city that pales to NYC in OH so many ways, size being one of them.

NYC has the biggest, complicated & most used Mass Transit system I know for a fact in the U.S. not sure about the rest of the planet.

Denver has… a bunch of buses, and less than 10 Light-Rail lines…

Can someone please explain to me why is NYC’s Fare is $2.25 each way, and yet Denver’s is $2.00???
This is also if you stay IN THE SAME ZONE… if you go farther out, the price increases… yet NYC’s is $2.25 TO GO ANYWHERE…

The systems are as different as Kiwis to Watermelons!  the sheer size of it makes it clear that Denver’s system is WAY overpriced, with no hope in sight of RTD lowering the fares, can RTD explain it’s fares?  NO, I’ve sent SEVERAL e-mails to RTD, with no response (over a week waiting), with this same point made.

I’ve lived in Denver for over 7 years, I’m used to the city, however… this city is NOTHING like NYC, the fares should also show that, a fair fare would be $1.50 AT LEAST, $2 is ridiculous…

Here’s my rant, sorry I haven’t posted much.

Till Next Time…

JvF.

clinicals

so i’ve been working at an old folk’s home this last week (for the next 6 weeks, actually D:). never knew i could feel so apathetic and laissez-faire about the human body and all its processes until this week. thought i’d be grossed out by it all, but the only thing that’s grossed me out is the fact that the smells of old people pee and porridge with diabetic supplements are following me, invading my poor nasal cavity. bleh.

besides that, been having anxiety issues over everything. i don’t want to screw up, because screwing up here instead of class means that i could potentially harm someone reaaaaaaaaaally bad. from infections due to not cleaning their groin area properly to them choking on their thickened apple juice, it’s running through my head CONSTANTLY. i try to think of things i want to think about, but that gets hipchecked out of the way and thoughts about shit i gotta do at the home invade like a storm of locusts. ughhhh.

doesn’t help the fact that i’m working 5 days at starbucks for the next two weeks on top of the 7-3 shift monday to friday for school. :/ i told work that i wasn’t going to be able to, but i guess they’ve been a little touched in the head recently.

oh well, at least the person most hated at work got canned yesterday for coming in massively drunk and possibly lying about why she was late. lolol, we’re having ice cream cake in her honour on tuesday.

take care!

tired7beers(or a shitload of tequila, i dunno)girl